Code Name D.A.D. … Defeat Anger Daily

                                            Ever feel like testing the edge?

Ever felt like finding out if there is an edge??

                                Ever feel like you are being pushed to the edge??

    Ever feel like pushing back???

        What will you do???

                                 What won’t you do?

Do you have borders??

           Do you want borders? 

                                                    Do you want to break free?

    How far will you go?

                             How far can you go???

 
Do you want to go further????????

                                       Do you want to go this far????

Have you gone to far?

      Can you go back?

                                                               Do you want to go back??

 
                               Do you want to go back, but still go further??

         Wanna have some FUN???

Why do you blog?? Why do you read blogs???? I mean, really is there a point to all of this?

Now, don’t go off in a huff. I am serious with these questions. Why do you blog? Is it a personal thing? Is it your diary???

Or are you blogging to change the world?? Do you want to say something that will make people look at things differently??

Do you blog because at your heart, you are an exhibitionist? LOOK @ ME!!!! LOOK @ ME!!!!  READ MY BLOG!!!! READ MY BLOG!!!

And why do you read these blogs??? Voyeur??? A way of visiting friend??? Because it beats the hell out of anything that is on TV now-a-days??? Do you do it because they arouse you???

A) da Boy’s behavior was so much better yesterday. He is still high maintenance, and always will be, but he was very manageable.

B) da Girl is still as silly as ever. As I raised my voice to her, when she was trying to dig through a drawer in the kitchen, I was told, “But DaaaaddddddYYYY…. I Tor-Tor…..I Booooottttteeeeeeeffffuuuulllllll” You can’t yell at me!!!! I Gorgeous.” Uh huh, ok. Self confidence ain’t that child’s problem

C) I am about to head to work. New week. New group.

D) I may just be being paranoid.

E) Maybe I am just feeling neglected at the moment

F) I am thinking of having a beer this morning before work, and taking a few TO work.

H) I am is serious need of some oral affection

H) I had a horrible weekend playing poker. Played ok for the most part, and had a HUGE amount of bad beats.

I) I think this is the end

J) Should I let the kids watch SpongeBob or Sesame Street this morning? SpongBOB WINS!!!!!!

I had to go to an awards ceremony at work Friday. When it was time for all of the people in my same position to go up for our awards, I was told to sit back down.

Apparantly, I no longer get an award for being a Technical Lead.

I got a manager’s award since I was acting in that position so often.

And my boss also publicly stated that she would be doing everything in her power to assure that I would soon no longer be managing in an acting position.

 She is trying to get me my own group.

Yea ME!!!!!!! 

Yesterday, I decide to take da twinsises out all by myself!!!

            I didn’t think that this would be such a bad thing. Yes, da boy has been a bit high maintenance the last week or so. Yes, it was going to be tough taking twin 3 year olds out by myself.  But I had no idea what it was going to be like.

Da Boy has turned into da BEAST. He became completely out of control. Da Missus has been telling me how horrid his behaviour has been this week. And, even though I hate to admit it, while I knew he had been a little bit tougher to deal with, I had figured that she had just reached a saturation point with him (them) and needed a break. Yesterday, I was going to give da Missus that break.

            He was horrid. He would run off. He would yell. He would not listen. He would hide. He dropped the salt shaker at the restaurant. He kept trying to craw under the table. When we told him to do something, he would do as we asked for 7 seconds and the he would do it anyway. When we got onto him about it, he would act like we had never said anything before, and that we were over reacting.

At the house, he does not listen. He is constantly getting into things in the kitchen when he is not supposed to be there. He is hitting and biting da Sister. He is hitting us. He does not listen. He has one volume: LOUD.

We are slowing getting to our wit’s end. We are not able to go to a friend’s baptism this morning due to his behavior. We cannot put him in the nursery for we are afraid of his hitting and biting. We do not want to take him to the service due to the disruption he would cause.

            The thing that is so tough about so much of this is that he has become like this in the last 4/5 days. He became out of control in less than a week. He has always been a handful, but he has recently become out of control. He has gone over a line like we have never seen before.

            Is it a phase? Is it ADD / ADHD to an extreme? Is it us? Does he need medication, even though I believe that that is never a good option? Do I need medication? What do I do????