Code Name D.A.D. … Defeat Anger Daily

1. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? TALKER

2. Do you take compliments well? NO, but damn, I need them

3. Are you judgmental? Frighteningly so

4. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? I would love to be persued, but, alas, always end up persuing

5. Do you think more about the past, present or future? Live for today BABY

Bonus (as in optional): Who do you hate? Specific Person???? No one……I hate immature people and people who blame their problems and situation on everyone BUT themselves.

Bonus Bonus (it too is optional): Use three words to describe yourself. No….I want all of YOU in blogland to descibe me….

… I was planning to go into work but I could not. I had to take my car to the mechanics and borrow a friends.

… I had to spend a couple of hours getting said friend’s car running and shelling out $$ to get it working right, or as right as it can get

… da Missus and I got into a screming fight in front of the kids. No, that is not right. I screamed, she did not.

… da Twinsies climbed and crawled and hit and wrestled on top of me all day.

… da Twinsies yelled and screamed and did not want to go to bed.

… I got NOTHING done around the house, housewrok wise and there is so mush to do.

Today …

You know….. Even with everything above, today was an awesome fucking day. I enjoyed life today.

I want everyday to be TODAY.

P.S.

For those who are thinking thet are seeing sarcasm, there is none. I had a really good day. 

What is depression?????

Wikipedia calls it a medical condition identified by clusters of symptoms such as markedly-decreased mood, motivation, interest, energy levels

Dooce had it, chronicled it, and has a bazillion readers a day tune in to her about it.

Tom Cruise called it a lack of vitamins.

Chris Rose went through it, and did not believe in it. 

There have been times that I have thought, "I am in a funk, I will get over it." 

My wife is on meds for it.

My Sister is on meds for it. 

I do not even know what it really is?????

Do I have it???

For the last 3 to 4 weeks I have been coming home from work feeling angry, defeated, frustrated hopeless, or some combination of all of them. Yes, I have taken on a new position at work. No, I do not deal well with failure. And the position I am in is an exercise in controlled failure.

The job just cannot be done. Or maybe I just did not realize what the job truly entailed. Maybe I have not comprehended the huge difference in going from what was basically an hourly wage job, to a salaried one. (More Hours…..No OT pay….LOVE TIME)

Daily, I am fighting off the urge to walk into my boss’s office and resigning the position.  But somehow, someway I have been able to psych myself up for the battle of the new day. But should I see EVERY SINGLE DAY as a battle? Should I have to spend 5 to 20 minutes each day just doing breathing exercises to prepare myself to get dressed?

Hell, as I was about to take my daily nap before work, I was going to jack off first. I could not get it up. Talk about a horrible way to start the day.

But tonight, I came to a conclusion. As I left the building (after 2 full hours of LOVE time and forgetting to take a break), I came to a conclusion.

FUCK THE RAT BASTARDS…….THEY WILL NOT WIN

The job maybe an exercise in failure. It maybe an impossible job, but I will get the job done, because I will not let the RAT BASTARDS WIN.

Stay tuned…I may turn this blog into a place to put the drunken thought I will be having every night after I leave work. 

Come on people……

Quit being VOYEURS AND JOIN IN…..

I LIVE FOR COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!! 

da Missus and I were discussing our Top 5 sexual times…..

I am proud to be her #1.

Should I be upset that I am only in this list once?????