Forgiveness….
da Missus is still mad at me.
She is mad at me for some things I did in the beginning of our relationship. (She moved to Dallas in July of 1999)
She is mad at me because apparently of how I treated her during our first pregnancy. (August 2000 until Feb of 2001)
She is mad at me for how I acted when she was pregnant with da Twinsies. (Born January 2003)
She is mad at me for the R/L affair I had. (Affair was in March? of 2004. She found out in September of 2004)
She is still mad at me for many other things.
She is still mad.
I am not saying that she should forget these things. I am not saying she should act as if nothing has happened. But I found out last night…..She is still activly upset about all of this.
I have totally changed who I am. I have totally changed the marriage relationship. I have become everything she asks me to be.
It is still not enough. I am still not enough.
I have just now decided to start the clock. It is now only a matter of time before she leaves me.
TICK TICK TICK
*sigh*
Sweetie, for once I really hope you are wrong…….
Comment by Zette — June 8, 2007 @ 9:48 pm