Cannot Figure it all out…
I wish I knew why some days are better than others. Some days I do ok. Some days I do GREAT. And some days…..
Well, let’s just say they suck. And I have been in this funk for a while now. I keep trying to pull out, but I cannot figure a way. Maybe this weekend will help.Maybe it wont.
I need to find something to help me out. Soon.
A bunch of mushy shit to follow. Click @ your own risk.
I remember riding my motorcycle all night because we were too broke to do anything else.
I remember us getting lost and ending up in a really bad section of Dallas.
I remember a midnight drive to the hospital in the car with the roads flooding.
I remember somehow being able to tell jokes with each other at out daughter’s funeral.
I remember holding her numerous times as she cried herself out
I remember us going to therapy and finally being able to reconnect.
I remember when I confessed to my ultimate betrayal
I remember when I thought she finally forgave me.
I remember laughing together until we were nearly sick.
I remember talking so so many nights until the sun came up
I remember holding each other all through the night
I remember all of this even with the pain she caused.
