Thoughts….
Yeah, she hurt me worse than anyone ever has, and I do not feel like I will ever recover. I know that I will. I know time heals all wounds bullshit.
What really really hurts, is even with the pain and hurt and everything that I have gone through in the past with other relationships, what hurts most is the fact that I have lost the following
1) Trust
2) Faith in others
3) Belief in happily ever after
The loss of those things hurt me the most.

I’ve pretty much lost those three things too. I’m trying to find them again, but it isn’t easy. Not easy at all. . .
Comment by Trueself — November 23, 2008 @ 8:33 pm