“J.D.’s Narration: ‘I don’t think people are meant to be by themselves. That’s why, if you actually find someone you care about it’s important to let go of the little thing; even if you can’t let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone…no matter how many people are around.’” Scrubs
It can be very liberating when you realize that even if you are alone you can survive. I have a very co-dependant nature. I guess most of you who have read this realize that. And I got to the point where my entire life was wrapped up in making “the one” happy. And then she left.
Now I am alone. Yes, I have been dating. And there is one particular one that I have been seeing more regular than anyone else. She and I have known each other for awhile. And it would be so easy to elevate this into a relationship. We grab a dinner together. We spend a weekend together. We talk nearly every night. But it is not time. It may not even be right. So right now, I will have fun, refuse to let it elevate and live life large!!!!!!! I have no expectations from her, and I do not think she has any from me.
“Just follow the day……And reach for the SUN!!!!!!!” Polyphonic Spree….Light and Day.
P.S………I asked a HAWT, sexy, seriously flirty waitress for her phone number. Did I get it? Nope. Do I care……..NOPE. I took the chance. And when she said no, I laughed finished my beer. In one night, I hit multiple resolutions…….I ROCK.
